Post by melissa601 on Aug 14, 2016 12:03:20 GMT -5
I hope this encourages someone! There's a prayer line conference call that I help out with throughout the week that is a meeting place for a team that goes out praying for the nation, and will be heading out to the nations soon. Any who, Dr. D, she leads the group out and all the others will get on this call, pray, etc. Well, here's a little backstory: very recently, while i was at church i was sitting on a back pew. Let me explain why the back pew is significant (I was sitting there, after 2 months having been out of church for personal matters, (not at liberty to speak on it) I found myself alone feeling so sad that I "gave up" my position as worship leader, etc and I was sitting there feeling disqualified. (keep in mind God showed me that would happen,leaving that church and coming back through a series of dreams, and He showed me how I would go back to the church, "run back" to the church. Nonetheless, it was still a surprise to see it all unfold in my life) So, I am sitting in the back pew by myself and then the Lord encourages me...(He recently in my life, about a year ago) started shifting the atmosphere, the environment around me and I see things in the natural/spirit what He is wanting me to see, feel, even breathe. It's as if the air even changes!) So, this happens to me....Im in a one-story building, but at that moment when God changes the environment I am now on the second floor. I could've sworn under my feet were on the ceiling of the first floor. I wondered about it, (i tend to attribute things on a global perspective first (lol) but then a lot of the time its FOR ME and others in the Body at large!) So, after that, the gifts elevated in my life! i mean dreams that I had where they would come to pass 3 months, 1 year down the road, are now in REAL TIME. So this was about 3 weeks ago.
The gifts:
So I find myself on the prayer line conference call, and its pretty dry (no offense, really), its early in the morning, there is not an air of expectancy, its kinda thick and I'm like God where are you (that's where I find myself a lot in meetings, services, in general..."God, where's your river?"). So as Dr. D (the one who leads the group out on assignments) is speaking I hear God (not audible, just a word that plops into my spirit, sometimes its a drip, sometimes a drop, other times a PLOP!) and this time i heard it as a drop (pretty strong).. I hear....."SOAP".... one of my eyebrows goes up (like the Rock)..."SERIOUSLY, LORD? SOAP?".... then I hear Dr. D say "Washington, D.C".....now I have heard about Washington, DC a lot lately since they are going out there to pray at the white house in about 2 weeks, but right after I said, "SOAP?" I heard "Washington" like this "WASH....WASHING...SOAP"....so I said, ok, let me share it (let me try this out)....So, I spoke up on the call (it was still fairly dry)....I explained what I heard and it was so quiet and then we hit a GUSHER! THE RIVER! Dr. D shared a dream she had where she was on her hands and knees asking for the soap as she WASHED the floors of the White House, Obama came over to her and said, condescendingly, "What are you doing?"....SO! GOD SAID SOAP! and it confirmed the prophetic prayer tour assignment to the White House for the group, it was the freshness of Gods Words and it pumped us all up! We were in Gods flow. Very soon after that, the phone line started acting crazy, spanish voice overs, etc (thats the enemy, angry. The enemy was fine with us being dry, but once we tapped into Gods flow, he got angry!). Praise God! GOD SPEAKS!
So, this has been happening a lot, with greater accuracy. With this greater accuracy has come severe attacks (for me, these are new types of attacks ive never encountered. You know the saying, "New levels, new devils", i think there's some truth to that)...the attacks are trying to wipe me out, and cause me to feel such fatigue and weariness and heaviness and hopelessness. You know how they torture soldiers in war camps and dont allow them to sleep? Yeah, that's how its felt. Today I am home from church in bed, recovering over some servere fatigue, in the middle of the night voices waking me up, shout in my ear and wont let me sleep, as soon as I start entering into a deep sleep, SHOUT!. Last night i forbid the Devil to assign his demons to me, my kids and husband at night. I don't require tons of sleep, but this was torture, hearing screams, my daughter waking up crying nightmares, etc. I was so ran down and fatigued i had a mini-breakdown (just to be honest) my husband heard the Lord say "Grace" and he had total compassion on me (this is out of the ordinary for me, i am pretty even keel). This attack came after "SOAP" and on that same day I was given a radio spot with the freedom to FLOW! 2 days later I received my new microphone to start going on the radio as the Lord opened up that ministry opportunity....okay, as I just typed that I heard(drip) the Lord say it like this....a-POUR-TUNE-ity....the POURING and the TUNING....Him pouring in to us, and us TUNING into Him...
So, I am writing this because I knew it would encourage me to encourage somebody. Plus, I am exposing the enemy and i know that as I advance, Satan sees me more as a threat. I must continue on and persevere! As this goes on, I see how I have a tendency to look at my husband and say, "Why isn't he getting attacked like this? Why is this so hard on me?!", but just like Jesus told Peter, "...as for you, you follow me", i.e. don't worry about what i am doing with your husband! lol! Plus, its not just in the prophetic He is increasing, but He consistently affirms my call to Christian Counseling, and it's such a BLESSING to see Him develop me, equip me to help the precious body of Christ through some things. I count it as an honor. God is working on all cylinders, Jesus is coming soon!
Just keep trying, when you hear Him, try it out......and, leave the results to Him. But, don't stop trying :-) God bless you today.
The gifts:
So I find myself on the prayer line conference call, and its pretty dry (no offense, really), its early in the morning, there is not an air of expectancy, its kinda thick and I'm like God where are you (that's where I find myself a lot in meetings, services, in general..."God, where's your river?"). So as Dr. D (the one who leads the group out on assignments) is speaking I hear God (not audible, just a word that plops into my spirit, sometimes its a drip, sometimes a drop, other times a PLOP!) and this time i heard it as a drop (pretty strong).. I hear....."SOAP".... one of my eyebrows goes up (like the Rock)..."SERIOUSLY, LORD? SOAP?".... then I hear Dr. D say "Washington, D.C".....now I have heard about Washington, DC a lot lately since they are going out there to pray at the white house in about 2 weeks, but right after I said, "SOAP?" I heard "Washington" like this "WASH....WASHING...SOAP"....so I said, ok, let me share it (let me try this out)....So, I spoke up on the call (it was still fairly dry)....I explained what I heard and it was so quiet and then we hit a GUSHER! THE RIVER! Dr. D shared a dream she had where she was on her hands and knees asking for the soap as she WASHED the floors of the White House, Obama came over to her and said, condescendingly, "What are you doing?"....SO! GOD SAID SOAP! and it confirmed the prophetic prayer tour assignment to the White House for the group, it was the freshness of Gods Words and it pumped us all up! We were in Gods flow. Very soon after that, the phone line started acting crazy, spanish voice overs, etc (thats the enemy, angry. The enemy was fine with us being dry, but once we tapped into Gods flow, he got angry!). Praise God! GOD SPEAKS!
So, this has been happening a lot, with greater accuracy. With this greater accuracy has come severe attacks (for me, these are new types of attacks ive never encountered. You know the saying, "New levels, new devils", i think there's some truth to that)...the attacks are trying to wipe me out, and cause me to feel such fatigue and weariness and heaviness and hopelessness. You know how they torture soldiers in war camps and dont allow them to sleep? Yeah, that's how its felt. Today I am home from church in bed, recovering over some servere fatigue, in the middle of the night voices waking me up, shout in my ear and wont let me sleep, as soon as I start entering into a deep sleep, SHOUT!. Last night i forbid the Devil to assign his demons to me, my kids and husband at night. I don't require tons of sleep, but this was torture, hearing screams, my daughter waking up crying nightmares, etc. I was so ran down and fatigued i had a mini-breakdown (just to be honest) my husband heard the Lord say "Grace" and he had total compassion on me (this is out of the ordinary for me, i am pretty even keel). This attack came after "SOAP" and on that same day I was given a radio spot with the freedom to FLOW! 2 days later I received my new microphone to start going on the radio as the Lord opened up that ministry opportunity....okay, as I just typed that I heard(drip) the Lord say it like this....a-POUR-TUNE-ity....the POURING and the TUNING....Him pouring in to us, and us TUNING into Him...
So, I am writing this because I knew it would encourage me to encourage somebody. Plus, I am exposing the enemy and i know that as I advance, Satan sees me more as a threat. I must continue on and persevere! As this goes on, I see how I have a tendency to look at my husband and say, "Why isn't he getting attacked like this? Why is this so hard on me?!", but just like Jesus told Peter, "...as for you, you follow me", i.e. don't worry about what i am doing with your husband! lol! Plus, its not just in the prophetic He is increasing, but He consistently affirms my call to Christian Counseling, and it's such a BLESSING to see Him develop me, equip me to help the precious body of Christ through some things. I count it as an honor. God is working on all cylinders, Jesus is coming soon!
Just keep trying, when you hear Him, try it out......and, leave the results to Him. But, don't stop trying :-) God bless you today.
