Prayer 2-2-2013 thru 2-9-2013

[hearingGod]

Bye bye stickam, just in time! Google Hangouts will be our new weekly broadcast home:
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Bookmark the recurring Event link : )

Praise:
• Jacob receiving an impartation of the Holy Spirit in power and spiritual vision
• James has recovered from 'the flu' w/ no setbacks

Prayers:
• Heart illness and strokes
Prayer for self rejection, self hatred, self bitterness
We often look and are so concerned w/ forgiving & loving others, while we forget about OURSELVES. If you feel this may be uncovering an issue you might have.... remember to repent, revoke and replace..... Make a prayer: Lord Jesus, I forgive myself...
Homework... take a 30 day challenge: Read the "I am... in Jesus":
www.hearinggod.tv/hearingGod/I-am...-in-Jesus.html
• Scoliosis
• Immodesty in the church
• Flu, pneumonia, sickness
• Recent storm victims esp. in Georgia
• For peace Israel
• Deuteronomy 13:1-5
• Haggai 1&2 and America
• Discernment
• Edu when strange supernatural stuff happens in your home
• Masonic lodge: hearinggod.proboards.com/index.cg....play&thread=130
• Dylan blessings : )
• Addiction

and more!

[Jaymark]

so no more stickam? ever? Yes!

[loveroftruth2010]

guys...I'm crashing...all my prayers are tears...this pressure...this pain...this burden...simply won't go away...ever since I got yelled at a while ago...not one day has this burden lifted and I feel crushed...I simply can't get up...sorry missed broadcast this weekend...ran away from home to a friend's house who is leaving for the military (cause older bro and dad were literally screaming at each other)...and now my older bro just left for school...my mom and dad are upset that I didn't go...but I'm broken and I simply can't fix myself...I am in excruciating pain...and I am sorry but it feels horrible...I've stayed up to countless hours in the night fighting all the pain and proclaiming scripture...but now someone has to pick me up cause I simply can't do it...I know there is freedom...I've tasted it...guys...please stand together for deliverance...I just need help...and I know that God is much bigger than I am...lol...and that He will pick me up out of this mess...but right now I simply am having a hard time with all the pain inside and I'm just casting all of my cares upon Him...and I've been doing that for such a long time...

[loveroftruth2010]

well...we just got a call from my brother...he got a ticket driving to school...so I don't know what is going on...all I know is that I need to pray, pray, pray...that's pretty much all I can do right now...

[lisssilverwing]

im not sure what goes on. im new here but you sound terribly familiar with how i used to feel while my mother was living with me . all i can say is it's obvious to me you're terrified about it and also that fear must be driven away from your heart. a bully can only succeed if the create fear . i will pray for you as well and i want you to know that there will be changes. they are happening already from what you write here. be strong and im happy you keep focusing on God and prayer. i don't think God likes bullies very much . you can try however to pray and bind the spirits that are attacking you through your brother but for that you must first drive fear away . it's very important. no depression no fear all these ignore them as much as you can and focus on binding the evil . it's all that i can say right now. im new at this but i do know prayer never fails

[loveroftruth2010]

hey..thanks for helping me out...and thanks for everyone for helping me out here...

I just talked a little bit with my family...tried to ask for no yelling...work on communication just out of simple respect for one another...

ummm also we just got an update from my older bro that he has something wrong with his car...he has pretty much made it safely to college, but still...honestly...that is a sign for me that even though I felt really pressured to go with him I probably shouldn't have...so I'll be at home for a bit...and hoping that all the pain inside my heart goes away soon...

much love and appreciation for all the prayers and advice...fear is definitely a biggy for me...so much...and also just pressure in my chest...when I pray I get like a stabbing pain...

the whole physical pain has been a new thing...as far as new being like a little before Christmas...went to the hospital for it on Christmas day...really really really want it gone...

[loveroftruth2010]

it gets me to a place of just utter desperation and tears...it seems like honestly that crying relieves the pain...some have told me it is something from the enemy...I have had others say it is from God because of how it came about...just trying to forgive family when they yell at me...honestly I don't think it is aligning with God's heart even though I must admit the only time when the pain seems to clear up a little bit is simply praying for others...but other than that I dunno...

[hearingGod]

we prayed blessing over your brother during the broadcast

[Jaymark]

loveroftruth2010, (This is Jay, we email back and forth. I think you know that), a couple verses I have been chewing on and holding on to this week:

I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.

Wait on the Lord: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the Lord. Psalm 27:13,14 KJV

I 've been FAITHING this one up. I need to. I have to. Or else!
I thought I'd share it with you.

Remember as 1 Peter states: "Whom resist stedfast in the faith, knowing that the same afflictions are accomplished in your brethren that are in the world."

I too have been up late some nights with this heart of mine as it decides to be naughty on me and change drummers. I try to pray for you and others when afflicted in the night. Anyway, I wanted to share that psalm with you, brother. Peace of Christ be with you.

Jay

[James]

Daniel I've been reading yr posts for weeks and just want you to know that I am standing in agreement with you and all who are praying ... esp against that wicked strongman/stronghold of FEAR that is at the root of so much that torments you.

- BTW .. go ahead and cry when you need to. Both tears and the physical act involved in crying bring relief to the central nervous system and safeguard against pressure and pain in the chest .. often brought on by anxiety and grief.
and about forgiveness ...
Don't neglect to verbally reaffirm your decision to completely forgive your brother and father.
( You don't necessarily have to "FEEL" it, just truly mean it).
Bless you bro. James

[Jaymark]

good word, James! Amen! I take that too.

[loveroftruth2010]

Thank you Jay and James for spot-on encouragement. I'm going to continue to seek His face.

[loveroftruth2010]

Thank you hearingGod for blessing my brother...I think I might watch that broadcast now...read the description...I might have self-hatred issues...I know I have guilt issues for sure...constantly accusing me that I'm not good enough...

[loveroftruth2010]

want to overcome rejection...having my identity based upon being approved of by my father and mother...being performance driven...perfectionism...I especially want to rid myself of basing my identity on my older brother and his opinions and what he thinks of me...

I feel that the wounds of rejection are really deep for me...if anyone has dealt with rejection before and knows practical steps for deliverance and healing...I'm all ears...

[Jaymark]

I ask for prayer for a man named Richard. He bought my car today and he is a brother but has a neck injury. He is supposed to have surgery. He recently lost his mother too and has felt a lot of his friends abandon him and stuff. I can understand how that feels. It's hard. I laid hands on him and rebuked the injury and stuff...prayed for him too. Please pray as the Lord leads you. Thank you.