ANOINTING RESTORED!!??

[firesteel]

i was ashamed of myself, after Jesus restored the anointing, i like totally blew it again like the next day or something, the dog was tearing apart another chicken (ow the one mama gave me for 'safekeeping' because goannas were trying to eat it at her house) & i panicked at going through all the dramas again & i paddled the dog with a bamboo cane/whip.
then God started speaking to me about how i blew it, i heard the song 'hazard' while i was looking at the dog..'that boys not right'..

i looked up the lyrics & i was like uh oh..



"Man with a badge came knocking next morning

Here was I surrounded by a thousand fingers suddenly

Pointed right at me..

..I think about my life gone by

And how it's done me wrong

There's no escape for me this time

All of my rescues are gone, long gone"


then i was waiting on the Lord but i was too disturbed to get anything from him so i went to the store & i said Lord speak to me thru the 1st song i hear & it was kelly clarkson already gone.

so the anointing departed, i was warned in bible study a few days earlier to be aware of falling into sin that doesnt appear to be sin, the story was nehemiah refusing to run into the temple to save his life.

ive been trying to maintain my relationship & keep praising God no matter what was happening & i had to battle some negative thoughts that tried to take out my hope..one time after a similar battle, i was so hopeless i nearly gave up on my relationship with the Lord, i realized i was sinking & i was trying to fight it but i had no strength, so it was like i was so weak i couldnt fight it & i cried out to the Lord for help i laid all my thoughts & my mind down in submission to the Lord, at His feet in surrender & i just had to drop my whole thoughts like hot coals because they were overtaking me & i went to sleep & i dreamed there was this man in a long coat with a gun walking around, he walked towards me with intent to shoot me & there was nowhere i could run, i just layed down on the floor where i was & played dead. he came & stood right over me & the gun barrel was hovering right in my face, i squinted my eyes shut, but i had one open just the tiniest bit so i could see him. the shotgun barrel swayed back & forth, scanning over my face a few times & i was like full of panic & fear inside & trying not to breathe, thinking; is he going to shoot me?? is he going to shoot me?? & it felt like forever. then he just walked away. i was jolted awake by the dream & i heard the 'man with a gun ' song.


"On the wire, that is living,

Each step must be in place

So don't look down,

One false move is all it takes."



God taught me how the negative thoughts can destroy your walk so i was weary of falling into that again. praise You Lord.

but i dreamed of a broken glass & i believe my destiny was shattered, but my friend from church invited me to a healing meeting with John Titus from india & he even visited my very own suburb, so praise God He had the solution all planned even before it happened YOU ARE AMAZING GOD

& he was teaching about broken vessels & saying we have to limit the influence of those who try to limit us, & ask God to frustrate our enemies & not become emotional.
he said, something like; do you think your dreams are dead, that your destiny is dead & gone? lazarus was in the tomb 4 days before Jesus resurrected him.
& he spoke about the mercy Jesus had on the woman who was dragged before Him, caught in adultery.
so he prayed over me at the end & i think he said ive been broken & rejected but its the weak vessels that God uses & 
then afterwards, this lady that was at the meeting came up to me & said she saw a vision as John was praying for me & she said she saw a glass vessel that had been beautiful, but it was shattered into pieces, then she said she saw Gods hand move over it & He healed it for His glory.

so ive been praying & feeling the Lord is with me & praise God for His faithfulness, He spoke to me through this scripture:


"I thank Christ Jesus our Lord, who has given me strength, that he considered me trustworthy, appointing me to his service. Even though I was once a blasphemer and a persecutor and a violent man, I was shown mercy because I acted in ignorance and unbelief. The grace of our Lord was poured out on me abundantly, along with the faith and love that are in Christ Jesus."


PRAISE YOU LORD THANKYOU GOD!!!

its a miracle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!









Holy Spirit please help me keep this gift & not blow it in JESUS name.
God bless you brothers & sisters in Jesus name thankyou for reading.



ALL
GLORY
HONOR
PRAISE
& 
THANKS 
TO
GOD
THROUGH 
JESUS






 

[buildthefarm]

sweety the enemy is the one trying to keep you on pins and needles like this. your sins are washed away, past present and future never to be remembered again. when you mess up ask forgiveness, it is already done. there is no waiting to be restored, Jesus did all the work to restore you when He gave His life for you. He loves you and only wants that relationship restored. it doesn't take time or work, He doesn't even have to do anything, its done. you have such a sweet heart and He wants to be close to you and talk with you. the forgiveness and restoration for your mistakes happened 2000 years ago. its done before you ever ask for it. God isn't taking away your anointing, the enemy is lying to you so you won't use it to destroy him. gifts of God are irrevocable, even to those who specifically use them for evil. many psychics were made to be prophets they just went astray and could still come back for example. just re-enter His presence right away. if it take you time, then take the time but remember He is right there with you always, your anointing isn't gone. He is just crying out to you 'where are you' 'come to me and i will give you living water, that you may never thirst again' 'all who come to me and drink will be satisfied' 'seek Me and you will find Me, I promise' 'there is now therefore no condemnation for those who love Me' 'I keep My words and My bond is never broken' 'I AM the bread of life, eat of me and I will give life abundantly' 'call to Me and I will answer, ask of Me and I will give the nations as an inheritance for you'

[firesteel]

thanks i heard this song while waiting on the Lord this morning:



"Don't Get Me Wrong"

Don't get me wrong
If I'm looking kind of dazzled
I see neon lights
Whenever you walk by

Don't get me wrong
If you say hello and I take a ride
Upon a sea where the mystic moon
Is playing havoc with the tide
Don't get me wrong

Don't get me wrong
If I'm acting so distracted
I'm thinking about the fireworks
That go off when you smile

Don't get me wrong
If I split like light refracted
I'm only off to wander
Across a moonlit mile

Once in awhile
Two people meet
Seemingly for no reason
They just pass on the street
Suddenly thunder, showers everywhere
Who can explain the thunder and rain
But there's something in the air

Don't get me wrong
If I come and go like fashion
I might be great tomorrow
But hopeless yesterday

Don't get me wrong
If I fall in the 'mode of passion'
It might be unbelievable
But let's not say so long
It might just be fantastic
Don't get me wrong

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A Prophetic Message

The Corn On The Top Of The Mountain

By David Wilkerson
undated

www.tscpulpitseries.org/english/undated/tscornmt.html