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Post by hearingGod on Jan 20, 2013 8:53:03 GMT -5
Starting the weekly thread.... recap from last week: Live Prayer from 1-19-2013 at: www.stickam.com/hearingGod @ 3PM EST Prayers for.... • Finances • Agreement for the axing of soul ties • Healing from abuse • Flu/Pneumonia • Taking thoughts captive & using the Word of God as a sword Ref. vid: Battlefield of the Mind - Discerning Thoughts: • Satan can't read your mind.... Job vs. David on what's inside the heart • Raising Godly tips for kids • Prayer vs. addiction & edu regarding the spiritual root, Ref. playlist: Spiritual Housecleaning: www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL15D6AEE8F654CB1EAlso: Can a Christian have a demon? - Mark Virkler on Sid Roth: www.hearingGod.tvwww.hearingGod.proboards.com
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Post by loveroftruth2010 on Jan 21, 2013 1:45:22 GMT -5
Hello,
My name is Daniel. I've been desiring full deliverance from unclean spirits for about a month now. (I have been following the Spiritual Housecleaning playlist...) Initially, the Holy Spirit prompted me to cast stuff out. As time has gone on I have made more of my own effort through study and prayer time to clean myself.
I received a dream from the Lord where in it I was trying to get to some destination following a very muddy road. My feet were caked in mud. As I was walking this path I became very angry and frustrated. Behind me was someone in a vehicle smoothing the thick mud. When I woke up, one of the passages I felt led to read was John 13:8 "Peter saith unto him, Thou shalt never wash my feet. Jesus answered him, If I wash thee not, thou has no part with me."
I have been getting hit by references over and over throughout the day about "feet"...and the need for being "clean"...
most importantly I feel like I have been learning that Jesus...Himself...is the only one that can clean us...
I need prayer very much however...just for clarity in general when it comes to this stuff...I really need discernment...but also I could really use prayer because as the days go on I have been getting more and more pain in my chest...It hurts a whole lot...feels like stabbing, burning pressure...it becomes more and more real as I pray...sometimes I feel like I have to puke...
I've tried to do practically everything imaginable...everything I can possibly think of to somehow get free...I've asked the Lord for help many times...I simply don't know what is going on though...
it doesn't necessarily interfere with the Holy Spirit...sometimes I can feel Him burning in my belly when I attempt to forgive someone for instance...but other than that...this whole "weight" or "burden" on my chest really makes me feel distant from God...prayer is becoming more and more difficult...
so..if someone could find the time to pray for me that would be beyond great...
much love and thanks,
Daniel
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Post by Jaymark on Jan 21, 2013 1:47:48 GMT -5
Praying!
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Post by loveroftruth2010 on Jan 21, 2013 1:53:59 GMT -5
thank you...thank you...thank you...thank you...thank you...
I'm at my end. I'm trusting in Jesus...thank you for helping me so much...may the Lord bless you double the amount for every prayer...
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Post by hearingGod on Jan 21, 2013 15:33:33 GMT -5
this is best and simplest way to identify what you need to deal w/ re: deliverance *Pages 5-13: www.scribd.com/doc/30255790/Resource-and-Field-Study-Guide-for-Christian-Soldiers-and-New-RecruitsI have it listed as a ref. in the vid. series, but i dunno if people really go and follow it....it's truly wonderful! In going through it... having a pen in hand and journalling out every instance as you slowly go through each area & write everything down so when you actually deal w/ the spirit/strongman, you can repent and gain healing in each area as you perform deliverance. Also... it can also double as something you go through every so often in keeping your deliverance and being sure you are remaining in forgiveness as well. remember, if you still feel aversion inside when going through stuff, it's still an issue on the table to be dealt with. So then this helps as a discipline as well...
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Post by Jaymark on Jan 21, 2013 17:27:25 GMT -5
good document!
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Post by loveroftruth2010 on Jan 21, 2013 18:33:32 GMT -5
reading the document...dealing with sharp pain in my chest...I'm struggling to try and find the source of the whole thing...I really don't know...it definitely has some association with my older bro and father...definitely related to bitterness and fear...but besides that I really am not quite sure...
I'm like shaking though because it hurts a lot...it is hard to pray and also hard to verbalize anything to my family because I don't want to complain or play the blame game...
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Post by hearingGod on Jan 21, 2013 19:08:13 GMT -5
christina: Hard to stay praying when divided in the home. Too much anxiety bout unsaved family. Please pray for,Jesus to,protect my children at least. Have kind of given up on my husband as I get so worn out by his scoffing and mocking. Besides this The lord has delivered me of so much. I am grateful. Just a bit alone in spirit.
Have severe anxiety right now. Insomnia and clenched jaws. Marraige crisis. Unsaved husband. 10 year old. Going through eating disorder.
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Post by Jaymark on Jan 21, 2013 21:06:54 GMT -5
Praying, binding, and loosing in Jesus name!
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Post by loveroftruth2010 on Jan 22, 2013 16:40:16 GMT -5
"By faith the walls of Jericho fell, after the people had marched around them for seven days."
The walls of Jericho look intimidating...but the bigger they are the more it reveals that they are the ones who are terrified of us and our God. In worship and rest the walls will fall.
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Post by hearingGod on Jan 23, 2013 10:28:56 GMT -5
from F1 (ME!): got a 2 day outta state job & both wrists hurt so i have braces on so i don't strain them any further... bitter cold here so my kids & parents have the burden of caring for all our farm animals while gone & one kid sick on the couch this morn... just really feel'in pig-=piled.... enemy trying to rob us from moving forward... so prayers apprec. : ) UPDATE::::: thx 4 prayers! Got day 1 finished n even got free supper buffet at hotel looking fwd to a great night of rest!
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Post by loveroftruth2010 on Jan 23, 2013 18:39:50 GMT -5
Praying for you! Much love.
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Post by loveroftruth2010 on Jan 23, 2013 23:00:22 GMT -5
I just can't stop crying because I want to feel the Father's love so badly...I've been trying so hard to feel His love...and all these demons won't leave me alone...and they are hurting my chest...and I just don't know what to bind anymore...
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Post by hearingGod on Jan 24, 2013 7:28:29 GMT -5
Think am getting some deliverance strategy stuffs 4 u... Hang in there... Am outta town but when back u want me to compile stuff or u want me to pray over broadcast? GBU
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Post by loveroftruth2010 on Jan 24, 2013 17:42:24 GMT -5
Thank you. Jesus is definitely holding on to me more than I am holding on to Him. I think it definitely has something to do with forgiving my father and especially my older brother...could be a root of bitterness...on the other hand I've heard from others that it could just mean that my heart is aligning more with Jesus' heart. At any rate, the more I "war" it causes lots of irritation. When I just sing love songs to Jesus I find relief. I've been having the craziest dreams. Lots of them involve my older brother. I fear and hate my older brother...and I really don't want to. If you could pray over a broadcast that would be great...I feel bad bothering you when I know you got a lot on your plate already...basically...I was talking to my dad today...he says that he doesn't mind me waiting at home, but that he would prefer me to go back to school for spring semester...which would mean riding in the car with my older brother and sharing a room with him...I can't drive myself...and where I'm rooming is on a floor with pretty much all of my friends...it sure does make things difficult. :/ ...my heart is just very wounded and easily irritated...so listening to heavy metal and things...idk...I'm a little unsure...but my dad told me today, "daniel...we can never forgive from a distance." I want to be reconciled. I want to forgive. But I am also very afraid...I'm just a little confused too...a friend told me that it is actually probably better that I don't be as open with my brother at this point in time...to try "detachment"...so in that case...I know my mom's idea would be online classes just for the spring...cause this is my older bro's last semester at the school...I really am not sure...God's will is best...when I seem to ask Him about these things I don't get a response but when I just love on Him I feel the Holy Spirit...so idk...I do want to get this weight off of my chest..
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