Post by buildthefarm on Mar 11, 2013 7:00:04 GMT -5
ok last night started with several hours of attack dreams, a continuation of the attack i was getting during the day yesterday. lustful thoughts and desires mostly but for once i withstood, at least so far. and the night before last were attack dreams of a different type that had to do with my job, and some strong man. any way i woke up about 330 this morning from my dreams was awake for awhile processing whats been going on and then when i get back to sleep finally i had a different kind of dream.
i went to a bar. it was down by the river in an old 4 or 5 story building that looked mostly vacant, and looked partly destroyed like an old ww2 building after the war. in the basement was a jewish bar, the elevator was broken so i had to take the stairs. i saw the place was full and i went and sat at the bar and started to order food. then i realized that i didnt know what kind of food they had so i looked at the menu and ordered 2 things. some under aged german girls were leaving and someone made a comment about the things they let germans get away with. then i went to another place to sit on the other side of the bar and got a drink. i remember people smoking all over the place and ash trays out. i thought its illegal to smoke inside, i wonder why they dont at least try to hide it. then i saw my food was ready and i went back over to my seat. when i got there my food was gone but the man just had it behind the counter cuz he didnt see me. then i noticed my chair was also gone, he pointed to the place where all the chairs had been moved, they were all around a tv watching a fight or wrestling match that had just come on. then i ate and went outside, the gravel parking lot turned into a gravel floored stadium while i was walking to my car. i saw 3 jewish women, talking and going to their cars, they seemed to had leadership qualities. then up in the stadium i saw 2 prostitutes and a 3rd woman who was the other prostitutes mother, looking for the 3rd prostitute, who they feared had been murdered in the stadium. i watched them go up and find the body. then they were upset and came down and the mother left and another prostitute walked past them on her way to the area where they had found the body. then the 2 prostitutes went to the home of the main jewish leader woman to ask her for help and tell her what had happened. she was not sure what to do with them but she let them in and listened. next i was in the house i grew up in, and putting the kids to bed in my sisters old room. and i walked outside and saw a family i know who are farmers drive up in a big red truck,( they were going to buy it cuz its a truck we currently have for sale in real life). and they walked up and a large black family walked up and pulled a camper into the driveway and set up a table and we all started eating. i say a large family for 2 reasons, there were many people and most of the men were huge, they told me they all played for the bone crushers which is a local semi pro football team. then one of my dads old coworkers came up in the driveway, he is a bug out prepper from denver. it was late and we were all talking and eating and the children got tired. one went to sleep on the tailgate of a truck. then someone put a baby, smaller than my hand, in a see through cup with a lid, on the tailgate to go to sleep too. the cup got half full of water though and so i drained it and took the baby with me. as i walked around the cookout. then the older girl was also in a cup, this one was half full of milk and also had a lid, and the girl was still older 6-7ish, but she had shrank to the size of my hand and i drained off the milk. but i already had a baby i was carrying so i went to find someone to get her out of the cup that was on the tailgate, then i woke up.
somebody please take a crack at that please please...
im stumped right now
i went to a bar. it was down by the river in an old 4 or 5 story building that looked mostly vacant, and looked partly destroyed like an old ww2 building after the war. in the basement was a jewish bar, the elevator was broken so i had to take the stairs. i saw the place was full and i went and sat at the bar and started to order food. then i realized that i didnt know what kind of food they had so i looked at the menu and ordered 2 things. some under aged german girls were leaving and someone made a comment about the things they let germans get away with. then i went to another place to sit on the other side of the bar and got a drink. i remember people smoking all over the place and ash trays out. i thought its illegal to smoke inside, i wonder why they dont at least try to hide it. then i saw my food was ready and i went back over to my seat. when i got there my food was gone but the man just had it behind the counter cuz he didnt see me. then i noticed my chair was also gone, he pointed to the place where all the chairs had been moved, they were all around a tv watching a fight or wrestling match that had just come on. then i ate and went outside, the gravel parking lot turned into a gravel floored stadium while i was walking to my car. i saw 3 jewish women, talking and going to their cars, they seemed to had leadership qualities. then up in the stadium i saw 2 prostitutes and a 3rd woman who was the other prostitutes mother, looking for the 3rd prostitute, who they feared had been murdered in the stadium. i watched them go up and find the body. then they were upset and came down and the mother left and another prostitute walked past them on her way to the area where they had found the body. then the 2 prostitutes went to the home of the main jewish leader woman to ask her for help and tell her what had happened. she was not sure what to do with them but she let them in and listened. next i was in the house i grew up in, and putting the kids to bed in my sisters old room. and i walked outside and saw a family i know who are farmers drive up in a big red truck,( they were going to buy it cuz its a truck we currently have for sale in real life). and they walked up and a large black family walked up and pulled a camper into the driveway and set up a table and we all started eating. i say a large family for 2 reasons, there were many people and most of the men were huge, they told me they all played for the bone crushers which is a local semi pro football team. then one of my dads old coworkers came up in the driveway, he is a bug out prepper from denver. it was late and we were all talking and eating and the children got tired. one went to sleep on the tailgate of a truck. then someone put a baby, smaller than my hand, in a see through cup with a lid, on the tailgate to go to sleep too. the cup got half full of water though and so i drained it and took the baby with me. as i walked around the cookout. then the older girl was also in a cup, this one was half full of milk and also had a lid, and the girl was still older 6-7ish, but she had shrank to the size of my hand and i drained off the milk. but i already had a baby i was carrying so i went to find someone to get her out of the cup that was on the tailgate, then i woke up.
somebody please take a crack at that please please...
im stumped right now