Post by hearingGod on Dec 8, 2013 14:25:51 GMT -5
due to changing technologies... i will soon have to re-create my entire hearingGod.tv website all over again using a diff. website creator and i've been working on making a new dream warfare vid... but been slow cuz of many spinning plates going on.
even now i'm trying to recall a dream I had & now find one of my drives has been 'eating' my files.... some have '0' listed for file-size and so luckily i've been able to retrieve older versions w/ only the latest things missing.... my entire music library is gone.... over time original vids have been lost & my only copy has been what's available to download from youtube..... there is so much adversity behinds the scenes... i hope you all kno i am not immune to the trials, for they are SO MANY.
so the dream i wanted to mention anyhow.... it was of me and my eldest son seeing a single mom w/ a few kids already, bouncing off the walls & she couldn't handle them & here she was nearly due for another. we both agreed that she shoulda been more responsible in caring and training up the kids that were going nutz b4 increasing family-size.... as if i was trying to make it a kind of teaching moment so my son would see how hard it is & that this would be something he'd remember for the future...
then my son and i went home and i found out that i was pregnant with triplets! the last thing i thought of upon waking was how i was going to explain to my son what seemed a hypocrisy on my part... E.O.D.
as all these computer & ministering stuff compounds & i feel so overwhelmed.... i know what is common sense...what is being responsible and yet there isn't a darn thing i can do about it. i have to continue to carry stuff and 'stuff' is going to continue to happen but the good thing is that babies are forming & being born. i know of 2 people that are pushing out into ministry, that i feel are part of this baby stuff.
and all part of what i mentioned in last broadcast... and the post called '95' (Number 90 RIGHTEOUS SIFTED).
I dunno if you all looked at that link in the 95 post: (http://hearinggod.proboards.com/thread/527/95), but these bullet-marks are pretty powerful:
*note bullet marks all have 'just cause' on God's part when we look at Israel's many antics in the Word...
(1) God led Israel into the wilderness and into adversity.
(2) God led Israel into adversity in order to humble them.
(3) God led Israel into adversity to teach them obedience.
(4) God let Israel hunger and thirst in order to provide for their needs.
(5) God brought unpleasant circumstances into the lives of His people in order to do them good.
(6) God led Israel into adversity to test them.
"Israel saw their sufferings as sufficient grounds for questioning both God’s presence and His power. They challenged, “Is the Lord among us or not?” (Exod. 17:7). Adversity suggested God’s absence, but Moses taught otherwise."
3 big areas....so what are the issues?
1. disobedience, enemy legal access because we don't use our authority/don't trust in the Word or study to show ourselves approved, unforgiveness issues/loving thy neighbor issues, trust (isn't that a mammoth biggie!), pride & a good many other things that overlap these, but we get the picture. everything we see from the israelites and leaving egypt points to our deserved chastening by God because of sin.
2. 'witchcraft' from other believers...With false prophets etc.......we know there's power in the name of Jesus and if any two agree (n further know the gifts & calls are w/out repentance) and knowing the 'false' will do great exploits too.. kinda thinking.....it's what happened to Jesus, right? 'nailed' by false believers. scary isn't it?
3. the act of 'making thine enemies thy footstool' --which is when the people cry out and God anoints and sends a prophet to contend w/ principalities and powers. even then, i think the retaliation and such they hurl back at us is because we waiver in faith or any small thing... it just seems so much more but i don't think it's coz they are 'oh so powerful'... i think it's more along the lines of 'with much given, much is required' on our part.
it's worrisome to hear people running around blaming everything under the sun on 'warfare' this or that when the biggest of the 3 areas is our own doing. this is some fearful stuff to me folks. humbling too...coz it causes us to scream all the more 'create in me a clean heart o' God'. the problem isn't God... He's so faithful... the problem is you and I. what area do we need to surrender more in? how can we trust, --be more obedient?
thanks for 'listening'
even now i'm trying to recall a dream I had & now find one of my drives has been 'eating' my files.... some have '0' listed for file-size and so luckily i've been able to retrieve older versions w/ only the latest things missing.... my entire music library is gone.... over time original vids have been lost & my only copy has been what's available to download from youtube..... there is so much adversity behinds the scenes... i hope you all kno i am not immune to the trials, for they are SO MANY.
so the dream i wanted to mention anyhow.... it was of me and my eldest son seeing a single mom w/ a few kids already, bouncing off the walls & she couldn't handle them & here she was nearly due for another. we both agreed that she shoulda been more responsible in caring and training up the kids that were going nutz b4 increasing family-size.... as if i was trying to make it a kind of teaching moment so my son would see how hard it is & that this would be something he'd remember for the future...
then my son and i went home and i found out that i was pregnant with triplets! the last thing i thought of upon waking was how i was going to explain to my son what seemed a hypocrisy on my part... E.O.D.
as all these computer & ministering stuff compounds & i feel so overwhelmed.... i know what is common sense...what is being responsible and yet there isn't a darn thing i can do about it. i have to continue to carry stuff and 'stuff' is going to continue to happen but the good thing is that babies are forming & being born. i know of 2 people that are pushing out into ministry, that i feel are part of this baby stuff.
and all part of what i mentioned in last broadcast... and the post called '95' (Number 90 RIGHTEOUS SIFTED).
I dunno if you all looked at that link in the 95 post: (http://hearinggod.proboards.com/thread/527/95), but these bullet-marks are pretty powerful:
*note bullet marks all have 'just cause' on God's part when we look at Israel's many antics in the Word...
(1) God led Israel into the wilderness and into adversity.
(2) God led Israel into adversity in order to humble them.
(3) God led Israel into adversity to teach them obedience.
(4) God let Israel hunger and thirst in order to provide for their needs.
(5) God brought unpleasant circumstances into the lives of His people in order to do them good.
(6) God led Israel into adversity to test them.
"Israel saw their sufferings as sufficient grounds for questioning both God’s presence and His power. They challenged, “Is the Lord among us or not?” (Exod. 17:7). Adversity suggested God’s absence, but Moses taught otherwise."
3 big areas....so what are the issues?
1. disobedience, enemy legal access because we don't use our authority/don't trust in the Word or study to show ourselves approved, unforgiveness issues/loving thy neighbor issues, trust (isn't that a mammoth biggie!), pride & a good many other things that overlap these, but we get the picture. everything we see from the israelites and leaving egypt points to our deserved chastening by God because of sin.
2. 'witchcraft' from other believers...With false prophets etc.......we know there's power in the name of Jesus and if any two agree (n further know the gifts & calls are w/out repentance) and knowing the 'false' will do great exploits too.. kinda thinking.....it's what happened to Jesus, right? 'nailed' by false believers. scary isn't it?
3. the act of 'making thine enemies thy footstool' --which is when the people cry out and God anoints and sends a prophet to contend w/ principalities and powers. even then, i think the retaliation and such they hurl back at us is because we waiver in faith or any small thing... it just seems so much more but i don't think it's coz they are 'oh so powerful'... i think it's more along the lines of 'with much given, much is required' on our part.
it's worrisome to hear people running around blaming everything under the sun on 'warfare' this or that when the biggest of the 3 areas is our own doing. this is some fearful stuff to me folks. humbling too...coz it causes us to scream all the more 'create in me a clean heart o' God'. the problem isn't God... He's so faithful... the problem is you and I. what area do we need to surrender more in? how can we trust, --be more obedient?
thanks for 'listening'