Post by buildthefarm on Dec 5, 2012 3:16:17 GMT -5
ok i just woke up from a dream and thought id share. the beginning wasnt very vivid, there was a bunch of people at some type of a function. you know boring punch bowl get together office party/ice cream social for the nursing home type of function. there was an older man there that spoke to me and we got along and talked, just chatter nothing specific. then after he went on i felt lead to go and engage him in deliverance. so now we were in a room alone and i began to command the spirit to leave the man. it of course laughed at me at first and i persisted so the spirit got more and more serious and then i woke up.
when i woke up it felt like the old man was the spirit that was trying to make the nightmare start, and instead of delivering the old man id just made the spirit leave me alone. but something else happened in my mind while engaged with the old man. the thought crossed my mind that if my sin was the same as the sin of the old man that i could not help him be delivered. now ive read this and ive also never done real deliverence on an adult but was aware of this pryor to the dream. but i also have my own sins that i am struggling with and often losing my struggle.
im guessing this means i need to straighten up but in a lifetime of nightmares this is the first time ive begun commanding a spirit in Jesus name mid dream. when i was young i used to try to punch then in the dreams and would end up hurting myself by punching the wall with open fist and that would wake me up lol. or id fall off the bed or wake up still bouncing on the bed as though id just fallen there or any of a number things. anyway its not like i just came off a good day with the Lord and am in close walk, i failed miserably yesterday as i often do. not sure what really to make of it.
when i woke up it felt like the old man was the spirit that was trying to make the nightmare start, and instead of delivering the old man id just made the spirit leave me alone. but something else happened in my mind while engaged with the old man. the thought crossed my mind that if my sin was the same as the sin of the old man that i could not help him be delivered. now ive read this and ive also never done real deliverence on an adult but was aware of this pryor to the dream. but i also have my own sins that i am struggling with and often losing my struggle.
im guessing this means i need to straighten up but in a lifetime of nightmares this is the first time ive begun commanding a spirit in Jesus name mid dream. when i was young i used to try to punch then in the dreams and would end up hurting myself by punching the wall with open fist and that would wake me up lol. or id fall off the bed or wake up still bouncing on the bed as though id just fallen there or any of a number things. anyway its not like i just came off a good day with the Lord and am in close walk, i failed miserably yesterday as i often do. not sure what really to make of it.